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Wednesday, 09 December 2009

  • nice

    A crack forms in the foundation
    Fault line through your defenses
    Illuminating the essence
    Once clouded by a myth

    Store bought conformity
    Force-fed duality, I warp reality

    The comfort that you will find,
    As you remain hidden.
    The light betrays,
    casting your true self away,
    They remain blinded.

    As Vanity possesses me
    I am further away
    Gripped by a belief in empty words
    Driven by a need to prove

    The shell may wither
    But the fire burns eternal

    You hide behind
    ...cower...
    The light that blinds

    Will never find
    What burns inside
    You remain blind
    Behind the light

     

     

    Look towards the light and your shadows will fall behind you

Thursday, 03 December 2009

  • finals week.. what a terrible time

    I have a lot to do, and really I should be doing it now. I don't think im going to though.i have work from 12-4, which means i need to start getting ready in an hour. IM really stressed out this week with all that I have to get done, studying for finals, i work a lot, and i happen to have my period this week too, so of course thats just added stress. Ken tries his best to make me feel better but most of the time its just 'you dont have to be stressed' or 'itll be fine' which is all good, and i appreciate the words of encouragement but what i want most of the time is a long big hug, and it always seems that i have to hug him in order to get one, save for when he leaves in the morning for work.

    im in an unusually bad mood right now. im really stressed and really wound up... i need to relax but i just have so much to do. just for comp i have to write 2 more journals (ive already written 8), write a 6 page research paper, rewrite the first paper I ever wrote for that class bc for some reason he lost it, and i cant find it anywhere saved on any computer or in my email. AND i have to correct all of the papers ive ever written in that class and make a portfolio to be handed in for two test grades. Then for philosophy i have to finish the final paper on Waiting for Godot (25 % of my grade), i have to write a paper on antigone or ayn rand's book anthem. then i have a presentation on monday. I have a psych final tomorrow as well. I have work today, 12-4, tomorrow 5-close as well as the final and a meeting with proffessor frank in the morning, so that cuts into my time to work. i do have allday saturday, thank god. and i work from 11- close on sunday. so im going to try to get allll of this work done by saturday night before we have our party. it just seems impossible really. and i really should be doing something now, but i dont want to.

     

     

    gaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy

Monday, 30 November 2009

  • real quick

    i dont have much time, i have class in 15 minutes or so. i will update later about this weekends happenings, but for now i just want to say that i give up on olivia. ive tried over and over and over and its like she doesnt care even a little bit. so whatever, time to move on. put that friendship on the shelf and take it for what it is. im done.

     

     

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

  • linus wears hats.

    yeah, so the title is pointless. i just read that line somewhere and thought it sounded cool,  ergo sum! Id probably title a book that someday if i were writing a book about a main character named linus, which i just might do. lol

    speaking of writing... i still am not sure what i wanna do with myself. but english teacher seems cooler and cooler. lol idk though.

     

Saturday, 14 November 2009

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